im lying down on a hospital bed, typing this. dont worry, im just here bcs my sister works here but all this free time made me miss my boyfriend.
we spent the time together yesterday for national boyfriend's day. i baked him a cheesecake and he loved it! "i can imagine we serve this in our cafe" he said. we dream to open a cafe together maybe after retirement. its a long way to go but im excited for that journey. i can see it in front of me. of us getting married in the most magical place surrounded by everyone we love (and those who passed in spirit). living together in a small cosy apartment. watching netflix on weekday nights and having long discussions of the movie. bearing children of our own.
After 9 months of being together i start to see him for who he is. he is thoughtful, hardworking, and he loves me very much. we could not imagine life without each other. we match each other's freaks. i love hearing him go on and on telling me stories from his childhood. he radiates warmth and his embrace is my home.
next year will be such a journey. bcs we will be planning our risik, engagement and wedding in the same year. well, i need to get married fast. so i can travel and go around the world with him without having to book extra rooms. blergh.
i love you sayang. and i cant wait for the day i am officially called your wife.
