Crossing Anguish

Let the game begin...

Crap.
Sigh.
OWW!

Every inch of me is aching!

Ran a total of 8 kilometers yesterday.
or to be exact,
I ran jogged 3 km
and the rest,
you guessed it.
I walked like grandma with water spinach (nenek melenggang kangkung)
lolz.

While I ran, I cheered so hard for myself and I imagined pictures of cheerleaders cheering me. They say "GO AINATUL GO!!!: "KEEP ON GOING" "4KM MORE!" and, Ke$ha's song, TIK TOK, kept playing in my head. DON'T STOP MAKE IT POP. :D

I'm happy for my friends because...
they got a better rank than me.. :D
but there's something I'm not satisfied of,

Why every time I worked harder for something, it gets worse?
Example, in Form 1 and 2, I didn't practice AT ALL and I get a 37th place in cross country.
but THIS YEAR, I jogged for 2 weeks and even practiced the day before at Kompleks Belia dan Sukan! FYI, I ran 10 rounds there, okay. Which I never did.
and,
YOU KNOW WHAT RANK I GOT?
4?
no.
Four-ty!

Isn't that some kind of....
URGH.
I'm so mad about it. I thought I'm going to get 20 something or at least,
BETTER THAN 37!

 Okay another example. In every exam or test, I'll always do last minute study which is a week before the test but when I started revision a month before, I don't get the rank or As I want. -.-
*sigh.

but, its okay.
I'm thankful I can cross country,
at least better than those who waited at the checkpoints.:D
I'm sorry for all those KPJ members who wanted to run but couldn't
like Aina and Kak Ruq.
I'm not sure whether Fadlin really wanted to guard or run.

I was so tired I didn't go to tuition.
YOLO.
The heck is YOLO? Just using it HAHA.

P.S: HAPPY EARTH DAY (google reminded me :D)
P.P.S: K2170, CONGRATS! for getting a 100. I lap you

love 1D,

Ain

Dinie appreciation post

The heck is that?
:D
I'm smiling to my ears because..........
It's...............
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DINIE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!
It was on Monday, actually

Hello older Dinie.
Your death date is closer now, huh?
:D Why am I saying that on someone's birthday?
I apologize :)

So here,
now,
on this blog,
on this freaking going-to-break-anytime chair,
for the second time,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINIE AQILAH AHMAD FARIZ
 
<3

If you had been on my blog since last year or the year before,
you probably know who Dinie is.
I write about Dinie a million times already.
See this and this

What should I say now?

I'm so sorry about the ugly card
*sigh, it's all that my mind can think of.
As you should've known,
my left brain is not so good.

so, this is a bit cheesy but, um,
I love you,
and I mean it.
How many times should I tell this?

Now this one is cheesier.

Happy birthday my best friend,
Amazing times, we always spend.
Laughter and jokes are common place,
Since we built that solid base.

Special friend that I hold dear,
Always wish to have you near.
We get along, like bread with honey,
A friendship worth, much more than money.

If you stumble, count me there,
Gratitude; no need to declare.
Your thoughts are clear, in my mind,
Understanding we always find.

Happy birthday my best friend,
I’m excited to attend.
This birthday poem, is just for you,
A great big smile is overdue.

love Dinie,-and 1D

Ain

Everyone has got chocolates now

Yes, I mean 'those' kind of chocolates.
The one someone you like gave you.
someone who likes you back.

Even you, who are reading this got gifts too, right?
Every single one of you.
Except me.
I'll forever will be;
and I'm happy, not even mad. :)
(when the fact is, I'm torn. I hate how no one likes me. I hate everything now :'(. Oh god! You're making me cry)

I'm so happy for my best friends.
It is as if I am the one who got those chocolates.
HAHA

P/S: Just saying, this is the 100th post :D After 3 years of blogging -.-

love 1D,

Ain